Hello~

Today is not really a nice day for me...
(Dont ask why)
Recess a bit pissed off...
Then suddenly remembered something. Then send message. Message got reply, but is off topic. I thought my friend did not receive so I send another one. Then the following message came. Something not really nice, I emo-ed through PE. Thinking that maybe is someone else playing prank on me... Or maybe not...

Then go to youth corner, still not in a very good mood... Jia Wen ask why. But I din say anything. I dont want to think about it, yet the image of the message keeps flashing in my mind. I tried to find SueLing, she not in youth corner... I cant stand it liao then tears just flow down... The ppl there like a bit shock keep asking what happened... But someone (I dont remember who... sorry) said to let me cry... don keep asking what happen later i cry somemore... Finally SueLing come... then stay outside youth corner to cool down. Saw ZhiLin and he asked what happened... I think ZhiLin know bah... I not really sure... Then go to toilet blah blah... Returned to youth corner with really red eyes... not sure if is obvious through my specs.

After that she sent a sms apologising to me. What you expect me to reply? Tell you I forgive you? After I shed tears? If I dont forgive you, then I will look like a bad person. If I forgive you, who you think I am? Say those kind of things and expect to GET AWAY with just a sorry? Seriously, I dont know if I can do it... I AM NOT A SAINT!!! I have my own limitations. I know everyone has. But this time is too much for me. I am sorry.

I am not good with speeches and I prefer to write. So, the only way I can express myself fully is by writing. Say whatever you want. I DONT CARE! For God sake, I only left with 52 school days Without public holidays and school holidays in between. 52 days left to see you guys before I completely say SAYONARA.

I dont wish to care and I dont want to care anymore. I just want a peaceful 52 school days... Why cant anyone understand?

Haiz... Dont keep talking about this episode liao... Think of something nicer... Like... it's the 3rd last day of school to holidays~ then later got a week break. Whooooo! Maybe going to malaysia... YAY~